Saved by the Bell

  In Guatemala school starts in January, in conjunction with the presidential inauguration and a visit from my parents, it was an eventful start to the year. Then came changes to Peace Corps Guatemala, followed by Semana Santa and a ton of other special events in which classes were canceled including mothers day, fathers day, school anniversaries, town anniversary, mid year break and a few soccer tournaments thrown in there and a dash of Peace Corps trainings and conferences. And here we are with one semester remaining until summer vacation. With all that said, there is not much class time for students and teachers and provided there aren’t any teacher strikes, which I have not experienced as of yet. Much of my work involves implementing a life skills curriculum into the already existing middle school curriculum.

  The first phase is teaching students directly, followed by co-teaching with the teachers in order for them to be able to teach independently, in a perfect world. It is a challenge when majority of teachers are unavailable and leave their class unsupervised for periods at a time, especially when they view their time with me as a free period.   As the year is coming to an end, I can count on two fingers how many teachers are successfully administering lessons on self-esteem, leadership, decision-making and goal setting. It was not without some challenges, some more significant than others. Prior to leaving for my trip home I organized a month long plan for each of my teachers in all three of my schools, I prepared materials, gave instructions and a drawn out calendar with what to do on what day, fool proof so I thought. I came back excited to hear back from my teachers, of the five only one followed instructions.

  One of the teachers completely ignored the calendar and materials and decided to teach sex education; only thing is that she is a social studies teacher. I was concerned so I asked the kids how they felt about the lesson and the looks on their faces said it all, terrified.  I worked with the science teacher on properly educating the students about the reproductive system and only hope that the teachers continue to properly use the manual as a resource in their courses and I plan on training all teachers about the proper use of the manual and working with teenagers due to the fact many are not trained teachers or have experience working with adolescents.  I am neither a certified teacher nor an expert on teenagers but as educators and influential adults we owe it to the youth to take an effort in their development and prepare them for the next step of their lives. Being a teenager today is so much more challenging than it was to be a teenager just 5 or 10 years ago.  

   In finding the challenges that face my students and in part of my work to educate and help the youth I am working with local government, community members and collaborating with nearby volunteers to develop summer camps focusing on topics of cultural diversity and gender based leadership camps. It may be a bit ambitious but it gives non-working students something to look forward to. Plus, it beats waking up at noon and doing nothing all summer. 

I DO

  I sit here counting the remaining time of my service on two hands, thinking how in the world did I get here and what am I doing.  Over two years ago, I made a conscious decision to join the Peace Corps via a pop-up while studying for the GMAT. I don’t regret my decision at all; I’m not a good test taker anyways.  I knew I would be leaving behind a lot but I also knew I would be gaining a lot.  During the months prior to my departure, reading blogs, deciding what to pack and talking to local RPCV’s I realized I’d be living thousands of miles away from everything that I was familiar with, friends, family, my car, Friday night drinks after work and my pillow top mattress. Among all those wonderful things that did not initially cross my mind include peace and quiet, personal space, privacy, and anonymity. I wasn’t waking up to street dogs, tortillaring, crying children, herds of cows and marching bands at 4am. I was able to walk out of my house and not be questioned about why my hair is curly and if it can be touched, or why I am so tall or why my skin is the color it is. I could sit in my hotel room watching TV and eating my pizza peacefully without a little girl coming in and helping herself to a slice only to ask for some more for her friends minutes later, yes this really happened and no she did not get any for her friends. 

  When everything seems as if it could not get any worse I am reminded why I am here and that I willingly agreed to these challenges and disappointments, new relationships, excessive personal time, and most importantly diarrhea and other digestive related issues. My laundry lady doesn’t just wash my clothes, we talk, we laugh, but most of all I know she genuinely cares about me, why else would she be trying to find a husband for me. Sitting on my doorstep out of boredom has now turned into a small kids group of fun and games and occasional cookie baking. After enjoying a long walk to school only to find classes are canceled for a district wide soccer game delaying us yet another week, I see it as an opportunity to hang out with my students to talk about cultural differences and Facebook. And on those days that I just can’t trust my stomach in public, I see it as an opportunity to think back to what I ate the day before and catch up on my blog! Every volunteer has their own unique experience, and has their own perspective of their host country and service.  I know one day I will look back and cherish each waking moment I have in Guatemala. Some days are easier to get through than others thanks to our Peace Corps issued cell phones, comfort foods and Internet access. 

Hasta la Proxima

A la Gran Vida

I am aware I have severely neglected my blog lately, my sincerest apologies to those who actually read it. My service started, life happened and here I am a year later, still in Guatemala, its hard to believe I have been in site an entire year, things are so different. Last year around this time I was just a visitor for the 25th anniversary of Pachalum, not knowing anyone and over whelmed by the festivities. This year everyone knows my name and I even participated in a skit for the Paisano Ausente, the people from town that live in America.

Roller Coaster

Since my arrival, a new mayor and president have taken office, Peace Corps Guatemala has made several changes to the organization, my work load has sky rocketed, my parents came to visit and I've been back home. I wont bore you with everything so I will just point out some highlights.

Secret Santa with Host Family

Best moment in site: There are so many amazing things that have happened but many memorable moments involve my host family. From the town fair games with my73 year old host mom, secret santa for Christmas, cooking and baking with my host sisters and local gossip at the pila, they have truly been a big part in my service and I am grateful for it. How else would I have awesome Spanish if it wasn't for these lovely ladies.

Tajumulco 2012

Worst Moment: Not particularly one bad moment, more like a series of unfortunate events that lead to a hospital visit. I guess you can call it Karma for teasing my dad for his soccer feet. Long story short I went hiking in the wrong shoes and later
got a nasty toe infection on not one but both of my big toes. When I thought things were getting better, it only got worse and I had the pleasure of visiting the hospital here in Guatemala and was prescribed antibiotics and steroids to fix me. Luckily the doctors, both Peace Corps and at the hospital were very professional and helpful although it was scary not knowing what was going on and what was going to happen. But thank God that it was curable and just a few weeks after my experience I was able to climb Tajumulco for new Years eve with a group of friends to see the first sunrise of the new year on top of the tallest volcano in central america.
 

Antigua with Parents

Happiest Moment: This has been the longest I've been away from family, so when my parents came in January to visit I was super duper excited. It was nice to show them around my site and allow them to experience my daily life here. It was surreal having my dad sitting on my front stoop with me and my neighborhood kids. It was also nice vacationing with them, I am sure they will return.

Memories 

Saddest Moment: My biggest fear before starting my service was losing a family member while I was serving and not being able to go home. Unfortunately my fear became a reality in February when my Uncle lost his battle with cancer. I was sad I did not talk to him more or even being able to say good bye, but I was happy to hear that he was at peace the days before he passed. The hardest thing was not being able to be with my family and grieve with them and support them. We all learnt and grew from the experience.

Biggest Accomplishment: In the Peace Corps there are always training and workshops, after two weeks straight of being away from site, I was ready to get home and get back to school even though sometime it feels like the students are more interested in what I am wearing or their minds are wandering with other questions unrelated to what I am talking to them about, very frustrating. One day I was walking through the market and one of my students asked when I was coming back because she missed my classes with them, I asked her if she really missed what I talk about or the games we play. She then recounted every class we have had in the last 4 months, I was shocked, she even told me she has a notebook especially for the lessons that I give. So even when I feel like some of what I am doing is pointless or I am not reaching any of my students I am. This definitely put a smile on my face.

Earth Day 2012

Biggest Fail: I would like to think of my self as not so bad of a cook. But cooking on a wood stove for my first three months in site was an epic fail. I think I only ate street food and oatmeal because the one time I tried making a real meal it did not quite work. I tried making spaghetti  with protemas (dehydrated soy) after 45 minutes in the hot kitchen my food was a salty starchy mush. Come to find out there was not enough fire to cook anything, so I definitely learned a lesson "check the fire before cooking".

Cooking on the Plancha

A Little Taste of Home

Enjoying Tapado

Guatemala is rich in culture, mainly indigenous and ladino. My site is a small Ladino community and everyone speaks spanish, many people have been or have family in the United States. There are more Indigenous populations in the surrounding villages, many speak Quiche and Spanish. For the first five months I have been in site, I have gotten adjusted to working in the middle schools and with teenagers and I really feel like I have become a part of my community.  With school being out and feria over, there is a lot of free time. That calls for some adventure and that is exactly what me and some friends did. I hadn't heard much about the Garifuna culture in Guatemala, but what I have heard intrigued me. Could there really be a little piece of Africa tucked away on the coast of Guatemala? I took advantage of the Thanksgiving holiday to visit Livingston with a group of friends.

Luckily for us that same weekend was the celebration of Garifuna Day, celebrating their Garifuna heritage. It was great to not stand out so much, because everyone looked like us. We got to know some locals, get some history and participate in many of the Gariuna day activities. We also ate really great seafood, fried fish and johnny cakes for breakfast and  'tapado'  their typical dish of the daily catch, fish, shrimp, lobster, conch, you name it,  in a coconut milk stew with plantains served with coconut rice. I felt really welcomed and would love to go back.

Local Garifuna Music

To add to all this culture, our hostel offered a real Thanksgiving dinner. Being away from home for Turkey Day was a first and it definitely wasn't my family's cooking but who could pass up turkey and all the fixings whipped up by Europeans and Guatemalans, shared with other volunteers and travelers from around the world. We said grace and went around the table to say what we were thankful for, I was thankful for great friends and family. All in all, it was a great trip and its always refreshing to get out of site and get some 'me time'.

- hasta la proxima

Feeling the Love

I received my first package in site! Woop Woop. Not one, but two care packages and a greeting card, talk about feeling special! I am in wheat thin, tea and macaroni and cheese heaven!

New Room

Home is where the heart is, thats why Peace Corps requires that volunteers live with a host family during their service. Since my initial arrival in site, I have been living in a since room and sharing a bathroom, pila and  kitchen with my host family. I had intentions of finding a larger space, but that proved to be a little challenging with requirements and available options. My site mate who is getting ready to COS had some housing options in mind for me to look at,  including her house when she left. I looked at them all and didn't feel that "this is home/ I'm in love with this place" feeling. I had a little chat with my host mother about my problem and my interest in the front room/ studio in which had been recently vacated by a family. She showed me the space and offered it to me before I could really even say yes. I really enjoy spending time with my host family and they have really helped me with my Spanish and my adjustment. The morning after she offered me the room, as I was brushing my teeth, we discussed about my changing rooms, she asked what color I wanted the room and was going to send the painter over to show me color swatches. This was all happening so fast, no hora chapin here. I chose three just in case one was not available (orange, turquoise, and yellow). The only color available in the quantity needed was turquoise and I was ok with that. The room was painted on Thursday morning and I moved in on Friday afternoon after school. The room is a good size but not big in any way, but to think that a family of 4 and a small store were here prior to me, just blows my mind. She even connected cable and changed the outlets for me. I am glad I decided to stay!

My Room Before 

As the room was being painted my host mom came to my room while I was working and asked what color I wanted the outside, I told her it was fine the way it was and she replied "you cant wear clean clothes on the outside and still have on dirty underwear" so that was that. We decided on orange and red. The first few days in my room it had rained and I realized that one of the corners was getting wet and with the room being a little humid, mildew started to present itself in my humble abode. Everything presents a challenge, thats when patience and enthusiasm come into play. Over all I am very happy with my new space, it is much easier cooking on a stove then it is on a plancha (wood burning stove). Cooking (or trying to cook) on the plancha the last three months has made me appreciate the luxuries in life: fridge, stove, toaster oven and other handy appliances. 

My Kitchen/Dining Room

Troy Davis

A possibly innocent man failed by the American justice system. I am deeply saddened by this story. A week ago on Facebook, I saw a status about Mr. Davis, I thought nothing of it because the status was vague scrolling down I saw yet another. SO I decided to check an online newspaper and find out his story Troys Story. Through all the efforts Davis was executed on 9-21-11. And a week later, I haven't heard a thing about it. Were people just concerned for the moment, just another wave of part time world changers. How American, when you are defeated, just quit. I pray for his family and his true supporters.  For there are many more like Davis that no one has ever heard about.